Truth and Illusion

It is quality that matters.

The quantity of things done is of a narrow cause for one’s life, overlooking what really matters.

Only character brings about meaning.

Without character, there is no meaning, there is no reasoning.

Logic without truth is fancy manipulation.

Illusions are performed by setting up the audience to expect something based on a flawed assumption.

The layers of complexity are sometimes simply distractions from the basic assumption that is flawed.

Our own illusions are masterfully constructed and reinforced by the chosen supportive media sources. Tried and tested in a mental reorganization around the logic held up to be true.

It may take a fully equipped new and more interesting theory for us to break from this constructed belief.  But we have a lot invested in these illusions. When the cracks form in the edifice of falseness, we seek a safe zone within our story.  But the truth is like the ocean.  Once it rises, the water comes in.

Honesty is so painful to hear, but so beef chefsnecessary.  Our identities are constructed collectively.  Our family, school, work and other communities form our identities with us interactively.  But identity is self defined.  The constructs of labels we use for others and ourselves are mostly based on frames of reference like ethnicity (appearance), wealth status (monetary value), circumstance (health and safety).  We perpetually enact the forces of perception upon the objects we perceive.  Human beings are much more than object and we all deserve respect.  In each one there is always more.  The simple politic of equality is this:  Give time for each one, give space for each one, give love for each one.  Meet them.

Our stresses about labels and identity are sometimes based on mis-perceptions of others judgments of us as defining our identity.  It is up to each one to stand in firm form defining oneself.  It is our collective purpose to form strong community through empowerment of others without ownership of judgments.  Judgment has two distinct meanings: a) discernment; the capacity for judging.  b) opinion; generally authoritative.

Judgments upon others are employed too often without understanding, with twisted assumptions misunderstanding the subject and perspective circumstances.  Since there is such a prevalence in public media of “non-intellectual” discourse, with rudimentary concepts and rough language, ordinary folks suppose their own judgments are probably about as relevant and effective as any.  And an irrational world-view is easily spun. Judgments evaluating circumstances are made in order to move forward with choices. But because of this deeply rooted insecurity throughout “western” society, caused by separating from nature and related dysfunction, MOST people have unhealthy ego complexes involving some forms of attacking others and/or oneself.  This is fundamental to judgmentality.  And also to poor judgment because of cognitive compartmentalization- the mind can isolate its truths from contrary information.  Denial.

Too many people have been driven by destructive mind-sets.  A genocidal society on the mend.  We are just beginning at large to consider all of nature again as valid and important.  But we have a long way to go.  And some are hell bent.  Wanting total control is the sin of pride.  In pride one fails to listen to and see others with respect, and sense of proportion and morality are warped.  Avarice – the lust for possessions and money is a failure to be present – there is not love, not meaning, only desire, and an insecure dissatisfaction.  Some are addicted to certain emotions; some are addicted to intensity; some are addicted to fixing things; some are addicted to the need to know.  We all have our blind spots, flaws, or complexes.  We need to be able to talk about these things without being labeled.  We need to delabel the belabored falsehoods cast upon each of us.  Collectively we are all responsible for the state of the world, but those who are completely irresponsible are not going to dig in to their illusive games for much longer.  Sometimes the truth sparks honesty from the heart.  It is time to awaken to truth – the Great truths ever expansively.  Good morning!

Free from binary consciousness into poly-rhythm perspectives.

An idea might pose a threat to an “opposite” idea, but that is actually a special case that human minds have glorified through wars, religious intolerance, and intolerance in general.  There is duality in all parts of consciousness, but the nature of duality is a platform for growth. In the fearful mind duality is a stage for battle.  For example, it is immature thinking to believe that because someone is in a homosexual marriage that they ruin the marriages of everyone who is heterosexual, or marriage itself.  The intolerance and criticism lies in a very narrow slice of rationalization for fear.  Fear of the unknown probably.  My point is that opposite ideas and opposite energies can coexist, and do coexist by the nature of reality.  And very few ideas are in true conflict when we deepen our analysis of realities.  When multiple layers are presented, ideas have far more room to coexist in opposing directions; it’s a bit like air traffic control.  Ideas have different planes to operate on, like airplanes have different altitudes and airspace to fly.

Here, I compose a list of “opposites”.  Note, none are mutually exclusive; elements of all exist in relative emotional/mental space.  Note also, opposites are in plural sets in poles of varying subtlety.  Terms are opposite one another on a specific spectrum. Enjoy!

::

love  vs.  hate

love  vs.  fear

love  vs.  control

love  vs.  desire

::

connection  vs.  repulsion

connection  vs.  separation

connection  vs.  attraction

::

service  vs.  destruction

service  vs.  selfishness

service  vs.  performance

::

value  vs.  waste

value  vs.  brokenness

value  vs.  simulation (manufactured desire)

value  vs.  assimilation (assumptions)

::

honesty  vs.  deception

honesty  vs.  obscurity

honesty  vs.  politeness

honesty  vs.  “truth-telling” (truth in binary terms has logical pit-falls)

::

heroism  vs.  malevolence

heroism  vs.  passivity

heroism  vs.  cowardice

heroism  vs.  self-aggrandizement

::

healing  vs.  wounding

healing  vs.  immobility

healing  vs.  denial

healing  vs.  masking

healing  vs.  forgetting

healing  vs.  accepting

::

knowing  vs.  ignorance

knowing  vs.  confusion

knowing  vs.  imagining

knowing  vs.  fabricating

knowing  vs.  assuming

::

oneness  vs.  desparation

oneness  vs.  divisiveness

oneness  vs.  hopelessness

oneness  vs.  meaninglessness

oneness  vs.  interruption

oneness  vs.  dishonesty

oneness  vs.  complexity

::

 

The list of opposites largely represents a deconstruction of our binary assumptions.  One of the great universal flaws in our assumptions is that one idea versus another idea are separate-opposed (in a static territory battle for instance).  Yet as noted, none of the pairs are mutually exclusive to our consciousness.  All things exist in everyone, and are managed according to the constructed designs and redesigns of our minds.

 

Mapping the complexity in Oneness – the totality of consciousness is to be a group effort for the Oneness Project.  Seeing there is directional relevance to dimensions of emotional space in consciousness, all ideas can be found in relation to the self.

Our humanity can be restored through artistic adventures in discovery, honest sharing, and cooperation – collaboration.

Enabling inclusive containers for community living knowledge – projected forward to AQuarian concepts – much can be done!

Ahau!  One Love!  Sweet Dreams and Blessings for the New Day!

 

J. Nathaniel Peyman

9/9/2017

& 2/5/2018

The Stupor of Escapism

The cold glow of the computer screen

White washing the curiosity from his eyes

Corralling the impulses of neural circuitry

Into neatly monetized categories of desire

Filtering the raw experience of beauty, and pain

Through marketing campaigns of image construction,

Image posturing, Image propaganda.

The imagination is wired through a circuit-breaker

To keep him tied in to the loop of new images, sounds

and touches of discomfort to keep things interesting.

And outside the world is on fire.

 

Because the news feed made it so.

We are addicted to the need to know.

And we all are responsible for our own actions

Or inactions, as we ponder what to do…

 

Where is a better way?

Inside us… the pain has grown… and it yearns for sleep.

Inside the mind of a man, the pain occupies a space of certain proportions

Deserving of attention every day, and yet does the pain have a name?

It seems there would be an ideal balance of experiencing feelings

Within a time of self-attention, getting better at self-seeing.

Self-knowledge, self-understanding, self-love.

But without this time, the self is in the back seat watching the cars go whizzing by at 130 miles per hour.

Without this time of presence and learning, escapism has the wheel.

Fixated on driving into the brightest bank of lights carrying lots more emotional sugar caffeine booze tobacco pain relief and highs.  Fixed.

We have selves in our back seats needing attention.  Being ignored while I can’t take back seat driving from the voice in my head.

Do I have a voice in my throat to make my head heard?

Do I have a brain function for that program, while paying attention to my natural self?

Can I start living in a conscious way while turning away from the glow of the bank of lights in my hands?

There’s a new kind of escapism.  It’s self-preservation by escaping the demons of addiction to their delightful mind-control devices.

To be clear, the devices are in the programs that we choose to use and be used by.  The addictions are fueled by desire for meaning and for stability in these chaotic and painful times.  The machinery we have around plugged in and wireless is the currency of the white hot core processors of the Great Tower of Babyl reaching for omniscience, omnipresence, and omnipotence.

 

zion beckons sweetly from the deep of our hearts deep in the natural world, calling us to escape from the stupor of escapism and enter our hearts our minds our souls for recharging truths of our interbeing.  We can equip our life boats with the necessities of life and the seeds of change.  We are charged with purpose to create life as community of beloved relationships.  Goodbye cruel world.  Hello new world.

 

 

J. Nathaniel Peyman

2/4/2018

Word Map 2.25.2013 (Third Planar Sequence 1)

Wisdom                                                             

Honor                    

Mystery     

Truth

Creativity

Empathy

Knowledge

Justice

Fear

Love

Motivation

Caring

Control

Design

Reason

Bravery

Desire

Learning

Wonder

Innovation

Freedom

Understanding

Confidence

Cunning

Bewilderment

Forgetting

Being

Honesty

Acceptance

Revelation

Accountability

Realization

Gratitude

Bond

Protection

Humanity

Genius

Limitation

Conscience

Cultivation

Elimination

Violation

Separation

Objectivity       | word

Judgement                                                    |  map

| 2.25.

J. Nathaniel Peyman                                           | 2013

Holosophy, part ii

System failure

Reboot

…

Catastrophic data collapse.

…

Recovery mode.

Loading reality matrices

Loading

Installing filters

Installing perceptual interface modules

Computing memory capacities/_objective_episodic_semantic_reflexive_holistic

…

Loading…

Reading new programs…

Data re-evaluation in progress…

Searching limits of knowledge…

Freeing up memory…

\Computing projections of program adaptations…

 

System adjustments modulated for decentralized memory

System definitions co-modular adaptation in progress…

…

Filtering poly-laterally for geometric analytics

Program redefinitions applied for adaptive synergy

Restarting on system 8.8.8

 

Let’s go.

There is work to do redefining our perceptions.

There is work to do assessing damage.

There is work to do redefining our work ahead.

There is work to do redistributing and valuing work here and now.

There is work here and now making sense of our defenses.

There is work here and now defending our higher minds from hypnosis distractions.

There is more work to do.

There is work here and now in building the collective stories where there is meaning.

This is work to do in telling this story.

This is work here and now repairing the egos.

The work of yielding our entanglements of joy and love is now.

The work of releasing our entanglements of fear and anger is now.

We can get started now.  Let’s go.

 

Hereye.  Possibly a sound of truth quaking up falsehoods.

Possibly a sound of music shaking up stagnant bodies.

Possibly the sounds of a new generation…

Generation of power of electro-magnetic currency of wisdom

Shared as poetry from telekinetic lips of a new generation

Headway in the dispelling of distractions from the mission

Birthing generative ingenuity free from pollution

Sound ingenuity of interconnected synergy, snytropy, synthesis

 

There is a freedom in redirecting a system

As difficult as it might seem.

Impossible is nothing.

We have a mission to generate meaningful designs for work now and later.

We have a mission to generate sensitive designs for self-care and responsibility now and later.

We have a mission to generate systemic tools for learning truths for deepening understanding of nature, greater purpose, and each other ecologically, holistically.

To remember our purpose.  Interbeing has no singularity.  There is no singular purpose here.  All is one.  One is never alone.  One is two is three is four is five is six is seven is eight is nine is ten is one.

Healing is infinite energy traversing molecules of mind.

Healing is releasing trauma releasing the abusive battle within

Restoring self-worth, self-love, compassion, agape.

 

There is work to do.  It starts with heart seeing, heart healing, activation.

Clean your lenses.

Wake up.

Shut down.

Woke on.  Open Life Now.

Strength!

 

Musical Blessings of the One Heart

Poly-Symmetry – A Soul Journey in Five Parts

ONE  –  MIND

That is all

A radical transformation of languages

Beginning benign engines of genuine ingenuity

 

Real values in the hand tools of the mind

Real hearts in the work of the mind

Real thoughts in the minds of the bearers of truths

Balance and direction in the stormy winds of change

Balance and forethought in the huge crashing waves of upheaval

Balance and knowledge in the face of fires of blindness of the mind

Balance and strength in the mountain of fears of all time

Awakening and hope on the cliffs of despair

Awakening and possession of self at the pinacle of selfishness

Awakening and elevation in the decent from the pride

Awakening and humility in the rise from loss of ego

 

TWO  –  EGO

Freedom and Laughter and Crying in the release

Of cords of the ego that demons fed upon

Our egos are vulnerable parts of our souls

Our egos need love protection or defenses are necessary

Our hearts are protected by the ribs of our skeletons

 

When God’s Love enters transforming the mind commencing

Freedom and Freedom in the healing of wounds throughout

Bliss and Relaxation in the opening of the truths of Love

Bliss and Warmth in receiving of universal Love

Healing Light in the recognition of blindness

Opening Eyes into the Light of God Manifest

Fear Divine and Love Divine

 

 

THREE  –  LOVE

We Soul Love

 

We Soulfeel Love

 

We Soulfeelknow

Love

 

We Soulfeelknowlove

Love

 

Healing healing.  Closing closing.  Peace peace.

Freeing freeing.  Arising arising.  Realizing realizing.

 

 

FOUR  –  SOUL

Stepping forth awoke in the deep unknown of everything possible.

Stepping in into the meanings of truths illuminated.

Stepping up into partnership with one another in serving greater goods.

Stepping through into actions directed in mutual soulforces.

Connecting with Human Potentials in Co-Motion

Connecting with the universal symmetries

Connecting with our universal journeys in nature

Connecting with our universal journeys of the lands

 

Loving the lands, belonging to the lands

Assuring each other of honor and of responsibility and of commitment

We Soullovefeelhealshare the truths of our hearts

We soulfully embark on the commitments of faith in the beloved community

We soulfully embrace the opportunities to unshield our vulnerability

We soulfully embrace the opportunities to unravel the coils of fears

To find the roots of our fears in the foundations of our minds

We soulfully empower the opportunities to speak truths on our hearts

Resolved to bear witness to the fears present

We integrate our fears with loves and responses of Love

 

We heat the waters of the mind with the fire of the heart

And we make teas with the essences of our experiences

 

It is tea time for our souls to nourish our roots of love

Integrating our journeys in mutual commitment

To nourish the roots of love in each other throughout our world

 

 

FIVE  –  TRUTHS

There is super-symmetry of all things

Very clear pathways of realities in so many directions

Possibilities of beautiful, aweful, and awful happenings for us all

 

Yet higher truths beyond our imaginations are revealed

As soon as we are ready to see them

The universe is far more expansive than we tiny human folks generally accept

Honestly, it is time for this to change

The minds of all things are amplified in poly-symmetry of truths revealed

We all are connected minds of all our elements of consciousness experiencing our selves.

And we are right here facing the truths of the past and present.

 

Our truths are many and balance seems beyond comprehension

A fear may arise in facing the divides polarizing us from each other

Then, immersed in art in nature, our differences dissolve naturally

Affecting each other dynamically demonstrating the natural flows and place of oneself

Mutually knowing the world by participating in community receptively to each other

A fabric of shared sufficiency giving oneself in service to the whole

Receiving three-fold

infinite gratitude

Tikkun Olam*

 

 

 

1/20/2018

J. Nathaniel Peyman

Inventing Poetic Healing

Transformative Wordworks

wholearts.wordpress.com

 

*Tikkun Olam:  Tikkun Olam wikipedia  Repairer of the world; the prospect of overcoming all idolatry.  Judaic principle of caring for the spiritual, moral, and physical welfare of one’s own circles and society at large.  Imagine.  Peace.

Fever

Today I began reading Charles Eisenstein’s book “A More Beautiful World Our Hearts Know Is Possible”, which my mother gifted me.  This is a great work of much needed content for a changing world.  I was just pondering the notion of how similar in context and perhaps ideology my own thoughts are, and how within the last 4 years I may have authored a similar book had I been more sober, dedicated and organized to do so.  My path is unique through life.  I have a predictive mind.  Several great ideas I have had have been taken up by others, and made real in some form.  For this I am glad they are not left behind in my imaginings and conceptual flying carpets unfurled in a world where I would have a team of go-getters making change!

It is a great time to be alive!  Yet, what a hardship to witness in increasing compassion the pain of struggling people, the pain of people’s lameness in taking the reigns of their lives from the modern shackles of the money system; the pain of the environmental devastation; the fear of deception, war, hunger, disease, death!  Our apocalypse is here.  Apo – to take away;  Calypse – the veil.  We are people witnessing life through new lenses.  Seeing truths that have been obscured, now shared becoming real.  The people are emerging from the fog of thousands of years of oppression, deception, denials, and more recently- the intense comodification and monetizing of everything natural, everything we need.

Charles Eisenstein states in the first chapter, “The answers to these questions (forming the bases and foundations of our world-views) are culturally dependent, yet they immerse us so completely that we have seen them as reality itself.  These answers are changing today, along with everything built atop them– which basically means our entire civilization.”  In his first chapter, Eisenstein is referring to the collective assumptions that are in place based on old notions of economics, science, and technology that continually generate the collective story tied to being separate from each other, nature, and God.  In the collective assumptions, that we hold up as reality and rational world-views, there is a need for dominance over others because there is not enough for everyone, and others are probably self-interested therefore cannot generally be trusted to share.  So we had better not share with others; we had better win what we can at all costs.  Self-fulfilling perception.  How tenuous it is for a person to come out of his shell…  How dangerous an idea, that other people are not cruel, selfish, and indifferent to my feelings!  Could it be that we all need healing?  That deep down, we all want to be loved, to care for one another, for the earth that is our collective home, and to tend and honor life together… how radical!!

Radical is a word derived from latin meaning ‘root’ – ‘to go to the root’.  When used politically (beginning generally in the 1800’s) it meant ‘change from the roots’, which means in the ground, which politically means human-based change.  This term to describe constructive change has been essentially reclassified as dangerous in the collective assumptions mind-bank.  There are tiers of a pyramid of authority in constituting the solidness of our collective assumptions.  At the top is one’s own ego mind, reinforcing what is assumed as the basis of any knowledge, and eagerly clinging to what reasons one has to prove or dismiss what is in question.  Next is our peers, the people in the room witnessing the same things, and validating our thoughts, feelings, and anxieties.  Then of course we have our institutional authorities, such as our parents, media, teachers, experts, officials, leaders, and celebrities.  Underneath it all is an unconscious fear of not knowing or of being wrong or different (not being accepted), and this is coupled with an unconscious fear of being lost, stupid, or insane.  So we can easily choose willful ignorance over departing from the trusted pack (albeit – of lies).  The powerful enforcers of the regimes of societal beliefs have myriad formulas to control the masses’ world-view pertaining to any particular story or history for that matter.  However, the institutions’ time is thin to maintain the old stories; there are too many forces rising for truths witnessed in new light, and too many people on board a different reality shaking it up!  Here in we have a form of battle for the minds of the people, wherein lies power or wherein lies freedom and unity.

I have a thought about our collective mind as relating to health and resistance to a systemic infection, such as a virus.  The fever is a body’s way to combat a viral or bacterial infection.  By elevating body temperature a fever creates a hostile environment within giving leverage to the immune system’s effort to fight infection.  Raising one’s body temperature by drinking lots of hot tea, and putting hot water bottles on under the down comforter emulates that phenomenon and aids the immune system too.  Stress, though detrimental to the immune function, in steady doses, keeps symptoms from manifesting.  There is an observed phenomenon of over-working under pressure and stress for an extended time, and upon reaching the deadline immediately getting rather sick!  The global situation, particularly in the “first world” is one of pressure and stress supressing much of the symptoms of a severe infection.  Globally, we are heading into a sort of deadline to show up for “climate change” before “the shit hits the fan”, and some other targetted pressures which reflect a growing sense of justice consciousness in the world.  The consciousness of humanity is affected by symptoms of a systemic infection.  I consider this to be of machine.  Our own creations over-taking our prideful species’ position at the top.  The way I see this battle is not against the machines, but against our own complacency and out-moded world-views.  In this analogy, it is not a machine-killing antibiotic that will save us (unless that’s lots of water brought to you by Mother Nature, God help us!), but rather lots of hot tea by the woodstove and natural medicine!  We need healing now!!  We need to activate the natural immunity to the machine take-over within the mind.  I see the foundation of this in facing the unconscious fears of rejection for being different and having different beliefs, and facing the unconscious fears of being insane for being different.  These are false accusations upon ourselves, and too often on others.  The false realities fall away quite easily when a complete replacement system of understanding the world is available.  Let’s finish this project to collectively make it available for free to all human beings (and our pets too since they are also subjected to mind-control)!  The rest of the biosphere will be so relieved when we finally return to sanity!

We can generate a fever of love consciousness strengthening our collective mind immune response!  As we open eyes with which to see each other, the urgency of now is pure empowerment.  Then emerges a radical lens of human resourcefulness as a means to integrate into nature’s polyrhythms.  And a spiritual movement for peace and harmony may take shape.

Much gratitude.  One Love,

J. Nathaniel Peyman

11:54pm Christmas 2017

Arriving

Deploy landing gear.

We are approaching the runway.

Tuning in

To the foundations of life purpose

There is a weight of this knowing

A tremendous rock to build upon

And connect deeply with the earth

Questions:

What is real? What feeds me? How can we connect better?

Answers:

What is real?

There are layers of reality. What I can sense directly, fully, continuously, and soundly are real things in my consciousness. What my mind experiences as real things are created in mind-manifestation with the universal energy source. The state of mind generates meanings and qualities of experiences of things in space, and perception of time passing. As we develop consciousness, from the beginning of life, our minds build capacity to provide us continuous grasp of sensory information by generating “objective” knowledge of things – pre-perceptual priming of contextual assumptions into experience.  So our sense information enters a nest of consciousness that recognizes and organizes meaning for the input.

We have a responsibility in this new age to help ourselves and those close to us with safe space to expand our experiential contexts toward new things – to develop the potentials of our minds to create more potent meanings and more rich qualities of experiences. Our minds have real generative power to guide not just the quality of life, but the outcomes of our collective existence. This is the most real aspect of our collective existence, because nothing could be more important; our personal perspective without the collective is fragile and tenuous. We have a responsibility to love each other. We have a responsibility to each other to seek out what it is we need, and share these things.

What feeds me?

Homegrown roots. What I feed the soil feeds me. What I feed others feeds me. What I do with my time feeds me. Healing. Dancing. Writing personal empowerment poetry and prose. Growing vegetables. My partner feeds me in so many ways. She feeds my hungers for knowledge, connection, passion, deliciousness, beauty, sometimes sex, and always truth, and always love.

It is crucial to ask this question sometimes. And recognize if you like what you are fed. If you eat what you are fed. If you know what you ate. If you know who you are?

Is it good? We always need to know what is good. Learn to feel it. Learn to see it. Learn to judge for yourself what feeds your soul. What feeds your gut. What feeds you mind. What feeds your heart.

How can we connect better?

Holding space for connection.  Inviting presence with each other.  Listening.

Overcoming assumptions.  Opening to discover what’s more about each other.  There is always more.

Operating on feelings. Honesty. Forgiveness is the framework of letting go.

Operate on love. Caring. Sharing. Listening. Inviting. Softening compassionately. Being present for an other. Self-awareness and responsibility. Offering.

Agreements. Good posture. Openness. Firmness. Hand-holding and hugs.

Eye contact and clarity.

Speaking in fullness of voice, meaning, and message.

Hearing in fullness of presence, receptivity, digesting, and reflection.

Collaboration, closeness, spaciousness, meeting needs, making connections, asking for help, creating opportunities.

Setting forth vision. Aligning oneself to a mission. Empowering others. Enabling conscious expansion. Action and purposeful intent. Consciously operating within the webs of life and energies connected to you and your community. Consciously connecting with the needs of others throughout the webs of life.

Making hard choices, and being honest. Making clear choices and being honest. Being honest about short-comings and selfishness is the way to heal selfishness and short-comings. Give it to God. Free your mind. Confide in friends.

Recognize and build on opportunities for trust. Find and reveal opportunities for vulnerability. Share what needs sharing. Listen and support one another.

Namaste. Spiritual sharing. Spiritual practice together. Support and honor differences. Engage in questions for each other respectfully and joyfully. Make time for new things. Observe new things. Discover new meanings and new knowledge, and new understanding. Find time for movement and peaceful reflection every day. Cook together. Eat together. Work together. Laugh together. Cry together.

Beloved be the community.

Problem-Solving

PROBLEMS                                                  SOLUTIONS

1.  ignorance                 —->                   awareness    

2.  wastefulness            —->                   resourcefulness

3.  greed                         —->                    unity

 

SUBSETS

A) mental

B)  material

c)  political

 

PROBLEMS                                                                                              SOLUTIONS

1A) mental ignorance           —->          mental awareness

• lack of education      —->       individualized learning
• fear of truth           —->       permission of psyche
• confinement of reality       —->        liberation of consciousness

1B) material ignorance         —->          material awareness

unawareness of bodily needs     —->

awareness and responsibility of bodily needs

ignorance of others      —->

awareness and responsibility of others

ignorance of the environment    —->

awareness and responsibility of the environment

 

1C) political ignorance      —->       political awareness

ignorance of laws      —->

awareness and understanding of laws

ignorance of agenda      —->

awareness and contribution for agenda

ignorance of power     —->

awareness and accountability of power

 

2A) mental wastefulness    —->    mental resourcefulness

lack of motivation; laziness     —->

mobility and focus of meaningful work

self-destructive; abusive    —->

positivity; empowerment

irrationality and escapism   —->

understanding and reasoning

 

2B) material wastefulness      —->     material resourcefulness

destruction/ disposal of useful materials     —->

utilization/preservation of materials

excessive exploitation of resources and provisions   —->

appreciation and restraint with resources

pollution       —->      stewardship

 

2C) political wastefulness      —->   political resourcefulness

disruption/ antagonizing of meaningful efforts    —->

support and cooperation

opposition/ indifference to needs of others   —->

attention, concern and action in support of others

repetition of processes that fail    —->

openness to implementing new solutions

 

3A) mental greed     —->      mental unity

self-manipulation for personal gain    —->

discipline; self-love; self-respect

manipulation of others for personal gain    —->

connection; support; and gratitude for others

greed for mental/emotional attention   —->

understanding, respecting, and valuing ideas and belief

 

3B) material greed         —->      material unity

greed for physical property     —->

sharing materials with each other and nature

possessiveness of objects     —->

mutuality in cooperation and shared use of objects

indulgent over-consumption    —->

honor, respect and care for sources of needed things

 

3C) political greed       —->     political unity

separation of power from the people  —->

shared empowerment and movement of the people

self-serving manipulation of laws, policy, agenda, media messaging, and minds      —->

transparency, justice, equality,  and commitment to unity

enlightenment of the public to create awareness, resourcefulness and unity

 

 

J. Nathaniel Peyman

circa 2003

edited October 2017

More Old Poems

“On Your Self”

A filter in your mind

 A blanket on your heart

Sheltering your inner self

Detached from what is felt

    Fear of love; fear of blindness

Keeping you in between

 

             Another human being beside you

Choking on the toxic detergent

Of your fear

Is this too much pressure?

Should I be more gentle?

        Conceptualize self-pity

Becoming self-compassion

Remove the cause of fear…

         What is the cause of fear??

Let’s just be present now

Can you feel that we are all one?

        What does that mean to you?

If you don’t feel that way

It’s okay

There’s always a new doorway

    You are a human being

         Imagine having no pain at all

                     Everything being perfectly comfortable

Now you are there

Free from pain

Free from attachment

The filter is clean

        Enjoy yourself

                 Love your self

                         Feel this alive

                         Identify this freedom

 

Further inside you,

Innocence awakens and is present

You are allowed to be here

You are safe

  Loosen your heavy armor

You are stronger without it

The pressure you felt

Was only your own armor against you

And though it was your most solid defense

Your armor stifled your natural strength

Your natural beauty

So now you know

Your love will grow

The power of being real

Unified internally

To be free

From false pressure

       Feeling openness

It is only the power of you

Creating this safe place

Realize your self

Allow compassion

 

J. Nathaniel Peyman

6/6/2003

The Pledge of Resistance

Saul Williams

 

We believe that as people living

in the United States it is our

responsibility to resist the injustices

done by our government,

in our names

Not in our name

will you wage endless war

there can be no more deaths

no more transfusions

of blood for oil

Not in our name

will you invade countries

bomb civilians, kill more children

letting history take its course

over the graves of the nameless

Not in our name

will you erode the very freedoms

you have claimed to fight for

Not by our hands

will we supply weapons and funding

for the annihilation of families

on foreign soil

Not by our mouths

will we let fear silence us

Not by our hearts

will we allow whole peoples

or countries deemed evil

Not by our will

and Not in our name

We pledge resistance

We pledge alliance with those

who have come under attack

for voicing opposition to the war

or for thir religion or ethnicity

We pledge to make common cause

with the people of the world

to bring about

justice,

freedom and

peace

Another world is possible

and we pledge to make it real.

 

 

 

 

The Healing of Consciousness

PART I

WHAT IS CONSCIOUSNESS?

 

Consciousness exists in numerous forms.

Electricity in our nerves; breath in our lungs; blood in our arteries and veins; and even our bones hold a form of awareness.  Many elements making up a community of an individual’s consciousness.

I believe our perceptions and expressions are waveforms of mind-energy within electro-magnetic plasmas connecting everything.  That all of consciousness consists of elements relating in fluid tension in space-time-continuum, and outside of space-time continuum.  Outside of perceived experience, our bodies and minds receive unperceived experience:  unconsciousness.

Unconsciousness includes all things undetectable at any given time – the vast majority of existence within our own space is undetectable to us, let alone in large spaces, and far off places. It is believed that our brain function occupies only a small percentage of the central nervous system.  Moreover, and very interestingly the “lower brain” – the nerve bundles of the gut contains a larger quantity of nerve material than the brain!

Our consciousness is our effective representation of a reality for our given circumstance, including all sensation, sound, imagery, and thought.  This includes all dream state experiences, feelings, visions, and ideas that enter consciousness in all times throughout one’s life.  Consciousness is divided by wakefulness and sleep; by perception and imagination; by awareness and unconsciousness; by yang and yin; et cetera ad infinitum.  We choose to separate ideas from each other placing them into values of good or bad; good or ill; good or evil; good or non-sense.  These states of binary perceptions lend to further divisions of experience into polarized .  Our innate reflexes of fear and love are subject to complex manipulations when we are caught in unconsciousness.  The stirring of the soul into wakefulness lies in the gut, the heart, and the third eye.  All elements of experience are present in choosing conscious renewal of life.

When we work on finding stillness of mind, many new ways become possible.  Stillness of mind is the experience of each moment within a centered perspective.  Consciousness can naturally heal in broader perceptions from a centered perspective.  Consciousness of total experience is centered in the heart.  Therefore, the work before our souls and our communities is the work of the heart to release each other, receive each other, respect each other, and reveal each other.  Finding stillness of mind is a tool for allowing perception to unfold its processes, grounding a reality in a context of personal consciousness.

The healing of consciousness is most often heart-centered.  Tools of conscious awakening can be activated in time.  New beliefs are generated with our higher emotional/spiritual centers awake.  Guidance in choosing your life.  Self-compassion and self-love for enduring the past and lifting up the present with a purpose now felt, heard, seen, known.  New beliefs can occupy new space of one’s mind departing from and/or transforming prior beliefs.  Awe of the vastness of existence, and openness to Lovevolve one’s mind into connection with the beyond.

Awakening our actualizing potentials is hard and beautiful work of the soul.  To learn where we are, we face the unknowns opposing our liberation.

 

PART II (OUTLINE)

ACTIVATING POTENTIALS

 

Recollecting the Assumptions of Values

Repurposing Values to New Assumptions

Redefining Boundaries of Binary Value Measurement

Reconnecting Webs of Values Holistically*

Resuming Locomotive Navigation of Life.

 

 

*Holographically – All parts contain the whole in various reflective facets.

 

Constellations

We are stars.

There is a far off view of us

that holds mystical meaning

in some alien perspective

placing us next to one another.

Yet are we not stars?

Filling space with incomprehensible light

Willing to shine indefinitely

For our souls must.

What is our truth?

Our lights are captured far away as points in space.

Our places form imagery in the mind’s eye.

Our lives have meaning undefinable but omni-

present, and permanent – forged in our souls.

Can this truth be hidden for a whole life time?

This turning away from the meaning in our souls be a tragedy.

Our connection and presence of mind enfolded in confusion.

We turn away from our inner truth wrapped up in devices of self-programming automaton personal computer assistant occupant

For the desire to have it helping us do things

we run the program for it to do the things we want

without reprogramming ourselves to do the things we need.

Our devices’ designs are functionally filled with decorative software,

but poor in function, weak to the elements, and unreliable.

One fine day, it will go down.

One fine day, we will wake up from the dream and face our demons.

All these things we wish not to see; Which we wish not to feel; which we wish not to be.

But it is time to love thy enemy. All is continuous in the whole of consciousness. Our work is to involve and integrate these aspects.

Because we can’t go back to sleep now.

Because we see the blindness we were immersed in for so long.

Because we know we have no choice but be real now.

Slow down everyone. More is done in right time.

The quality is what matters.

Stellar quality in cosmic truth for this tiny planet trying to make sense of it all.

Ahau! Good night. Peaceful dreamy congruent sleep.

Public design

 

I have embodied my Fire Horse, and I am hitching up the Chariot!

 

Gonna bring down the lid on this building down below the earth.

Gonna sing down the squad in this building down with all my breathren.

 

Im gonna sing down and swing down and cling around the axis.

Wing down and spring down and zing through the axis.

 

Each axis is a dna double-helix with 729 codes.

 

Each code has 9 branches of nerves to connect to surroundings, in each of nine directions.

 

729 x 81 pathways in my model of consciousness; many are mutual paths in the matrix of consciousness.  We share collective feelings, emotions, notions, sentiments, defensiveness, boundaries, fears, burdens, perceptions, languages, arts, sciences, politics, laws, and systems held in place by cultural normative authoritarian suppression.

Money culture for example.  Based on the devaluing of life. Money objectifies everything.  Our every second is objectified by artificial* intelligence programming of associative memory and operant conditioning.  Deep mind control.

 

Deep mind control is a loaded phrase.  The mind is primarily unconscious. Consciousness of the body is primary.  Feelings and desires play a bigger role our decision-making process than we know.  And these are affected easily on a subconscious level.  Stimuli devices have crept perpetually into more of our lives.

Society is in a transfiguration phase now.  Constructing mechanisms of resistance to addictions.  Feeding ourselves.  Attention mega-corporate world, your permission is denied to continue feeding me.  I refuse your food.  I refuse the poisons.

Why can’t we just stand up and outlaw these horrible poisons!

We are constructing mechanisms. Such as homes, wells, gardens, glass houses, barns, domes, sanctuaries, sweat lodges, and fire pits.  Such as mythologies, belief systems, poems, music, dance, healing, sculpture, visions, dreams.  Such as circles of honesty.

Such as circles of wise council.

Such as circles of inclusion.

Such as the public square.

Such, as the public square is squelched by mental terrorism in Technicolor by a media machine in cyberspace.

Such as circles of accountability.

Such, as circles of accountability are wisked away into back rooms where devils can whisper in their hungry ears.

And no one is allowed to say the word conspiracy!  As if it’s automatically black balled you in a free fall to oblivion if you are “theorizing” about a conspiracy.   A long time ago they Theorized about cells.  And we got the Cell Theory.

But we don’t need a microscope to see these devils’ games!  Theory is based in evidence.  Theory is how understanding is learned.  We have allowed ourselves to be disallowed or too afraid of thinking hard.  It’s good for you!  I do it every day!  It takes practice.

We allow ourselves to think hard on purpose to generate energy in connection with nature. In loving each other; in growing little ones; in raising vibration; in healing practice; managing nature’s bounty with honor.  Spirit has purpose in all things.

This is a conmunity writing project too.

 

This is the thing – art transrelation service.

 

Art forms strewn assunder

under the bus
reconnect
to the collective us.

First things first.
Great spirit is in the room.
Jehovah is in the room.
Oshun is in the room.
Kali & White Tara are in the room.
Tao is in the room.
Zeus is in the room.
Choose – we cease the thought.  Awaken totality of will-receptivity in spirit.
Music we move the spheres.
Deliberate Liberation

 

The Chariot of Gods sweeps down to make new waves.  New waves.  New waves.

 

Fear we of imprisonment.

Fear we of separation from Mother Earth.

Fear we of making more bad choices.  Shame and guilt plague the man.

Fear we of making more pain for everyone, yet stuck in the machine of destruction out of control.

Eat from nature. Switch up the designs for us by the man into right side up.

Eat from nature what your body and mind and spirit need.

Love from the heart what love emanates.

Be immersed in the spirit channel.

Ahau.

 

It’s Okay To Lose

There are people on sides.

People on sides of sides.

People inside the insider insignia there lies

A message – one which can be decoded automatically by the program.

A message to agree because we’re the winning side.

Agree?

Agree?

Yes.  There is a message encoded in the insider insignia of the program.

We’re the winning side.

We’re the winning side.

We’re the winning side.

We are winners.

We are winners.

We win.

They lose.

Yes. They are losers.

So get on with it!! — What have you won?

The greatness of being winners?

With lots of flashy shit.  And lots of skinny big titty women in tight dresses.  Lots of gold and riches.  Lots of cars, devices, gourmet dining, luxury at it’s finest, and plenty of glad hands to wave and pat on the back.

Lots of flashy shit.

Well it’s okay to lose this round.  It’s okay for the outcome of this exchange to be that we leave the table with our minds, good hands and feet, and a will to serve a higher purpose.

Your will to swerve from reality

it’s an icy nerve to shill your lies.

We are losers of faith in the system to protect the innocent.

We are innocent.

You poison our children and they are innocent.

You choke the institutions the serve the people for more money.

You suck in and horde moneys with great manipulation, exploitation, and disservice.

Power bears great responsibility, and the subject of great scrutiny.

Great power resides in upholding, or restoring order.

The claim of restoring order is tall, but must be wide.

When together we affirm cooperation, power is distributed and managed.

When we recognize each other as vital beings, together we feel the responsibility to cooperate.

We are not losers because we chose to lose this fight for kingship.

We forfeit your false challenge.

Good bye.  We are going back to listen to Great Mother Earth’s command, Awesome Father Sky’s command, Grandmother Ocean’s command, Grandfather Time’s command, Great Spirit commands us to cooperate.  And we obey when we lower our shoulders and offer our hearts.  We obey when we lift each other up.  We obey when we care for the little things of this earth, and the big, the wild, the delicate, the balance of the elements needs continuity.  The continuity of the dead machine and pavement world disrupts the continuity of the natural world, and the machine world we created has damaged too much of the natural world for us to remain calm.

We will remain vigilant, while you keep trying to calm the masses.    We are engaged in a struggle to create a new world.  There is a game being played to control the masses, and dissuade people from pain with chuckles, Pop Tarts and Doritos, drugs, other drugs, other drugs, pornography, self-consciousness and consumerism, FaceBook and YouTube and Amazon.com, NPR and CNN, MSNBC and FOX, fear and loathing, eye-pop video, radio, and more flashy shit!

We’re about to hit it and quit it!  There’s a whole new art form of living!  It comes from Mother Earth!  It’s coming down from Great Spirit every second.  and there is only now to act!  Try not… only do.

Once upon a time we lived in cooperative villages out of necessity.  This time it’s true again!  There is too much to re-evaluate for this machine world way of life remain the same.

Our need for change is massive and urgent!  Our need for symbiotic understanding and resilience multipliers are central to survival.  Too many toxic elements now; we need to avoid poison and commune with natural elements.  Too many divisive thorns and snares now; we need to seek higher connections with each other, and .  Too many danger zones and dark minds; we need to shed love and illuminate healing wisdom.  This lies within nature        truena        runtae       anteru        urenta        arnute       atrenu        neutra

eaturn       untrea        enarut        reatun       tanuer       tunear      aunter       nautre

symbiosis is poly-directional.

We dismantle and rebuild with nature in hand in mind in heart.

Awaken the power of the collective now.

Mutuality embodiment.

Clearing, Grounding, Cleansing, Healing

Activation of third eye.  Activation of energy body self-concept.

Activation of clarity – sense of oneness, honesty, forgiveness, love, purpose, action.

 

One Love

June 19, 2017  11:11pm – 12:30am June 20, 2017